Life has been continuing much the same these past months. I am still with my wonderful boyfriend of over three years, I am still making a conscious effort to eat healthy and exercise, I still learn and practice Wicca, I am still attending school, and I still live in my parents' home.
It has been over a year since I formally recognized Wicca as my path, and even longer since I first felt drawn to it. I still wish that my family could accept it, but conversations about politics and current affairs have reinforced my need to keep this part of my life to myself.
I always planned on going to a four-year school and getting a B.S. Lately, I have not felt that pull, that drive. I feel more and more called to settle, to begin a family. I am only 22, and people will tell me I have "plenty of time for all that" when I am older. But it is what I feel drawn to. I can't ignore that, can I? (The other half of this equation is, of course, my boyfriend. We have talked a little bit about getting married "someday". I am starting to consider it more seriously, and need to talk to him about it.)
I have one semester left at my comm. college, and then I don't think that I will transfer to another school. My parents will be horribly disappointed. In the end, though, it is not their decision. I know they want the absolute best for me, but I honestly do not feel called to go to university.
As always, I pray that everyone is well in their lives, and on their paths. Blessed Be.
